A new blog, and some bad news…
May 2nd, 2009 | Author: Zille
Well, you lot, I apologise for being away, but I’m afraid I have an excuse. I’ve written about it here, and all future writings about that topic will be over there, too.
No, I’m not being all cryptic. My Master was in a bad car accident, and I am going to be dealing with the ramifications of that both over here (how this will effect our M/s relationship, his “physio-therapy” of getting able to spank and cane me again, etc.) but all the non-kinky stuff I’ll be putting over there.
Happily, I have good and kinky news already. My Master got out of the hospital this past Thursday, and last night I was able to give him a blow-job and he was able to come. This is not a small thing, because he was catheterized for a while (sadly, not a fetish of his!) and that can interfere with all of the manly tubing. Also, I had to very carefully not bang into or put weight on anything broken, fractured, or bruised, so it involved some creative gymnastics on my part. (Yay yoga!)
Finally, it was a week to the day after his accident, and he has been through terrible shocks to his physical and mental systems, so it would not be weird or even a bad sign if he couldn’t come. Indeed, I told him it was a no-pressure blow-job, just me giving him some pleasure for a while, c’est tout.
That he trusted me enough with his newly fragile body not only to do it in the first place, but more so that he was able to relax and ignore his bodily pains and leg brace and bandages, is the kindest compliment a person can give. When he came in my mouth, I almost started crying — it was very intense for me: an honour and true gift.
Lying as best I could beside him, after, I started to sense how our new relationship would eventually turn out. Everything has changed, but our love is only stronger, and we will turn this scary change into growth.
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Dear Zille, this is sad news, hopefully with your help and love He will make a full recovery.
You are both of course in my thoughts and prayers!
I will direct some of the Beltane energy towards you both.
Love and warm hugs,
Paul.
Thank you, Paul! We’ll take all the thoughts and prayers we can get!
I hope you had a good Beltane and your eyes continue to improve!
[warm hug]
Oh god goodness… Zille I’ve been reading for ever but never commented cause in a weird way I feel like I impose or something haha.
I feel so sad for you and happy that you’re love can over come this terrible thing. I’ll keep you both in my thoughts. *hugs*
Ellen — I love getting comments, and so please comment away without any worries about imposing!
Thank you for your kind words!
Zille,
My thoughts and prayers go out to you both. I am glad he has been able to come home (and to cum). Thank you for posting here so we are aware. I know lots of healing thoughts and energies will be sent his way. Please keep us posted when you are able, I will be sure to check on the other site for updates.
Hugs and love,
Alice
Zille — I am so sorry to learn of your Master’s accident, and wish and pray for a full recovery! I know you’ll nurse him back to health so he can get back to the life style each of you enjoys.
Zille
i am so glad to hear He is out of the hospital and only a week after everything. It sounds like your Master has the will and strength of an entire army in His body. Will continue to keep the thoughts, prayers and positive energy going your way. When you think He is ready please give Him a hug from me.
jewel`
Zille, I am so sorry to hear about the accident, but am very thankful to hear that you both made it through relatively intact. Glad to hear you are getting back to some physical connection, but really, mostly glad you are ok.
Zille, so sorry to hear about this. You’ve always been so open and friendly on your blog that in a strange kind of way I feel like you and your Master are friends, even though we’ve barely interacted, and it really was a shock to see this post.
I’m sure though that anyone who as the strength to tame you has strength in spare to fight his way through this recovery. Best wishes to you both for a swift recovery, and I’ll be adding the other blog and following that.
So sorry to hear this Zille you and your Master are in my thoughts and I will send good healing thoughts to the Cosmos that he gets better fast and better than ever!
Hey Zelle and Paul. Sorry to hear of your accident. I wish you all the best for your unexpected detour in life. Your positive attitudes are a real inspiration.
Hey Mogy,
Thanks for your kind words, but I want to clear up any potential confusion: Paul and I are not partners. My Master and I live in the US, and Paul lives in the UK — we are just good friends, and I am honoured to publish Paul’s writing on my blog.
(I’d love to get my Master to also write for my blog, but he’s just too busy, which is a real shame, because he has some really great ideas about CP, and wonderful stories from his life. I shamelessly steal some of his ideas, actually!)
~Zille