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From deep, deep in the archives of the blog — August 10, 2005 to be precise! — I pull out to share with you lot one of the first things I wrote to Mr. Defeu — from before I had my very first caning! He had left me with two DVDs of Classic Spanking videos that I was to watch (this was, obviously, from before we were living together, and he was travelling constantly back then) and report on to him. Thinking about it, I never have finished watching all those videos — I think perhaps I really should finish that assignment, all these years later! What do you think?

And now for the Way-Back Machine….

My thoughts and emotions on A Private Punishment are going to be based on the memories that stuck best with me in the several days since I saw it, since this assignment was not given to me until after I had viewed the video.

First, I’ll go over the funny ones, to get them out of the way. I laughed aloud at the beginning when the guy threatened, “I’ll sack the lot of you.” That was great! And Angela’s hair alternately amazed and frightened me (not in the good erotic way we’ll see later in this report.) The most amusing moment was when he offered her the liniment, and I (I had obviously gotten rather engrossed in the film) cried out, “Don’t do it, Angela, it will make it sting worse!” The only thing that could beat this (errr, so to speak) was when they both moved in such a way that the liniment bottle was un-obscured for the first time in the film – and turned out not to be a prescription healing salve – but Johnson’s Baby Oil!

But, funny stuff aside, actually, now that I think back on the film I realize I remember many details (I was about to re-watch it to refresh my memory, but I have realized I do not need to – images, moments from the film are burned into my brain.)

The main things I enjoyed about the film were the punisher and Angela. I was impressed by both of them, for complimentary reasons. He was very deliberate, very calm and purposeful. He would leave his hand on her, to comfort her and let her know he was still in control, and that really made the video much more real and arousing.

Angela – honestly, I was just plain impressed with her. First she was a very realistic nurse. I thought her acting was stilted until a moment where he said, “Are you going to lay over my lap or do I have to force you,” and she just quietly said, “You will not force me,” and she was compliant and obedient to his will from that moment on. I had been hoping, “Make him force you!” because I always like to see the physical tussling, and the moments of fighting the punishment before the pain (or something else) makes the bottom finally give in and submit to her fate. But there was something so graceful about how Angela just submitted; as deliberately as he was taking control she was giving it up.

And of course, I am in totally awe of how Angela took her punishment. Well, for the spankings she couldn’t hide her smile – you could tell she liked them! And with the tawse you could see her sinking into “sub space.” But the most impressive – of course – was the caning. Oh, I hope to take a caning like she does, some day. I don’t know what I’ll do (the first time[s]) , but I imagine it will involve lots of noise and emotion. Angela simply – well, expelled the pain. You saw it go through her whole body and come out her mouth in a breath of release. She made noise, but it wasn’t too much noise – it was still deliberate, she was still in control of herself, even as she submitted to his will.
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At least, I think that is Bettie — what do you think?

I just love this clip, and hope it survives on YouTube (just in case it doesn’t – Chross, do you have this?). There is, technically, no reason it shouldn’t be on YouTube, as everyone stays dressed, and there is even a moral lesson!

My exciting lesson for the day is that I find white knickers with black garters underneath very exciting! Who knows why — I’m normally the kind of girl who matches her lingerie not only bra-to-panty, but to all the rest of the outfit as well — but that look totally just pushed all my buttons — well, stroked them, really!

Hey, Maggie Mayhem, what say you that we remake this video, as authentically as possible? That could be our next project together…!

Since the review of the classic English discipline video, “Dr. Zubatski’s Treatment X”  was so popular, I thought I’d mention another one that I did long ago, and is lost in the archives.

This is the review I did (in the form of a letter to Mr Defeu).

 If you don’t feel like a trip in the way-back machine, here are some links and mini-review:

(Image from ClassicSpanking.com)

Before Flight Officer Brenda Fennington can advance to her new position in Department S, she must undergo a series o test. She did quite well in the mental aptitude and physical exertion exam. But the most difficult is still ahead. She must demonstrate her capacity to endure pain. Stripped down to her regulation black panties, gaterbelt and hose, assumes the position. Her obediently awaiting posterior is about to receive a very lengthy and painful thrashing under her commander’s limber cane. After her ordeal she is forced into a freezing cold shower. The final test was the most painful experience of her life. But it was worth it. She passed with flying colors, black and blue.

Brutal Examination	Six of the Best!
Truly sadistic caning	Thrown in a cold shower

(Images from video-on-demand site HotMovies.com)

Also on that video on demand:

“Victorian Interlude” — Mrs. Farrington is a lady of privilege who had constantly conducted herself in a manner unbefitting of her station. Such behavior must be corrected. For this task Victorian families commonly enlist the services of the Hand Matron, a professional disciplinarian, well skilled in the application of corporal punishment. Mrs. Farringtion must bare her lovely tender bottom for the Hand Matron’s stern chastisement. This video provides a rare glimpse into the disciplinary practices of a bygone age.

Well, the blue-knickered action continues, here!

The lovely, wonderful folks at Northern Spanking Institute just let me know there was a sample clip of my video for you all to enjoy!

Now … a few words of, um, explanation. I am NOT a whiny no-tolerance wimp. Anyone who has read this blog for a while should know that!

I was playing a character, a real spoiled, sullen brat (and one who is slow to learn!) and I was acting as this girl would act: complaining, making much more of something in an effort to get leniency, no care for being brave or maintaining a shred of dignity.

That is not me. (However, it’s fun to play at for a while!)

You will see me playing other characters in other videos. Some will be more like the Zille Defeu you know and love … others will be even less.

But please don’t think I’m this way in real life! I couldn’t enjoy being able to play brats and other types-who-need-a-good-sorting-out if I think that people will confuse me with those characters! I’ve seen it happen to all sorts of actors — I know to some extent I can’t totally avoid it, but I’d really like to mitigate the damage as best I can!

Two final things:

1.) Karl said that he wanted to know more about the experience of shooting the video. Well, the concerns I expressed above were a major deal for me. It was my first time shooting for NSI, and shooting with Irelynn and Stephen Lewis. I didn’t want them to think of me as some whingy noisy American who wasn’t really even into spanking! So the whole time we were shooting the School Dreams video, I was torn between staying true to my character, and showing some backbone and sense of self-restraint! I’m glad I did the former, because they all “got it” and everything was fine!

2.) The lovely fellow who does The Spanking Spot had such nice things to say about me!

the lovely Green eyed Zille Defeu getting her beautiful bottom strapped and Caned. It seems that Zille has quite the imagination basing this wonderful Spanking on a story she wrote. Its great to see a story come alive particularly when it leaves her wonderful bottom quite sore.

Thank you so much! It’s always a little nerve wracking when your pictures or video go up somewhere: “Will people like it?” you wonder, “Will someone say something mean about me?” (This latter is sadly from experience in doing porn modeling.) Anyway, it’s so wonderful that I’ve had such a positive welcome from people — thank you all!

All you really need to know about this video is: “Young lady, you need a lesson, and I am going to give it to you….”

Link:

Who wouldn’t want to get a spanking from a man in that outfit?!

Info:

Cisco Kid, The (1950-1956, Episode “False Marriage”)
The Cisco Kid and his English-mangling sidekick Pancho travel the old west in the grand tradition of the Lone Ranger. Duncan Renaldo gives Gail Davis a sound spanking.