Missing Master…
February 1st, 2007 | Author: Zille
I miss my Master. It’s just not the same without him here. And now I have to try and go to bed without him … and I must get some sleep, because I need to get lots of work done tomorrow. If I do — I know he’ll be so pleased with me. So I must try now, to get rest, and tomorrow, get lots of stuff done.
(See, I know I should do stuff for me. But I’m not so good at that, esp. when I get depressed. And it’s easier for me to focus on making him happy with me, even in the depths of depression. So, whatever works!)
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Do you have a familiar object to sleep with? My Daddy gave me a stuffed puppy dog very early in our relationship that I named Wiggles and he has literally since traveled the world with me. It makes me feel a lot less alone to know that he’s there every night in bed no matter where I am. It doesn’t have to be an animal, it can be anything that means something to you both that you can sleep in bed with. Just an idea…
Sending my KC hugs and little kisses. I am on my own too tonight so perhaps we can send each other loving thoughts and cuddle over the miles in the manner of ‘all girls together’? *smiles* I know your Master will be thinking of you wherever he is and yes, he will be pleased that you are rested and looking after yourself. By taking care of yourself you make yourself a healthy and well slave who is able to serve him as he deserves to be served. My thoughts and love are with you. Now go to bed and sleep!
Lola, my dear, it’s an excellent idea! I have a stuffed wolf named Kodah, and I need him to sleep with every night, whether my Daddy is home or not!
But when my Daddy is gone, I also tend to sleep with his cane — for sentimental reasons, but also practical ones (if I need to masturbate, it’s right there beside me so I can’t get in trouble for forgetting it!)
And sometimes I pu another stuffed animal in the bed, on Daddy’s side, to help pretend he is there. So, any given night, I’ll have a wolf, a cane, and a trisaurotops or polar bear all in bed with me!
They do help!
Ahhhh … sharing loving thoughts and psychic cuddles is something I love to do with my KC (and have to, since we are so far apart!)
Your post made me smile so happily! I’ll hold those feelings as I work on my very frustrating project, and remember them when I go to bed tonight.
My thoughts and love are with you, too — as they frequently are!