Need a good spanking!
July 31st, 2008 | Author: Zille
Here's a spanking picture of me from way back in 1999!
Sorry I was AWOL for the past two days — hope the picture makes up for it! First, I had a design job that I managed to get done in a day, but while that was great, it didn’t leave me with much spare time nor the urge to look at a computer screen longer than I absolutely had to.
And yesturday, I was supposed to have a bondage photoshoot, and it fell through, but only after I’d spent the whole day trying to make it happen (there were troubles with the location). By the time it was cancelled in the evening, I was so exhausted and frustrated that I just went to bed with a book.
It was really a damn shame … it was going to be my first real photoshoot in a loooong time, and I was so very much looking forward to it. I’m really happy with my body right now and was looking forward to working with ropes and light and making myself into art. Also, I shaved smooth for it, I didn’t have any dark circles under my eyes, and I had no marks on my body. I had all my costume and make-up and everything packed and ready to go … and to get all worked up for something, and then have it fall through, well, it’s never fun.
I feel all frazzled today, and unfocused. There are a lot of projects I want to do, but need someone else to do something so I can take the next step with them, and so I’m stuck in limbo. I have other things I could do — there are still some thank you cards from the wedding, and I need to plan dinner for my Master’s return tommorow night, and the apartment can always take some more cleaning … but I’m having trouble pulling myself together.
I wish my Master was home already. The best cure for me when I get like this is a good spanking. Not only does pain and discipline focus the mind, but it also releases calming and happy-making endorphins into my system, which just makes life feel so much more “do-able” to me.
Northern Spanking
I Feel Myself.com
Hope you have...
Zille, yes you were missed, real life so often gets in the way of what we want to do.
Still a picture of you goes a long way to compensate for your absence.
Were you raiding the kitchen, looks like you have some cheese or toothpaste down the side of your nose, can you remember that far back.
A good spanking can work wonders on your mood, It perked Mel up no end when she was down or stressed.
Be happy dear girl.
Love and warm hugs,
Paul.
Oh, no Paul — that’s the hair accessory holding the end of my braid in place! My braid just happens to be flying up into my face due to the force of the spank!
The role-play behind that shoot was that I’d stayed out all night, and my “Daddy” had stayed up waiting for me, and when I was sneaking in through the kitchen, I walked right into my doom! I need to find the rest of the pictures, but a belt was also involved, as you can imagine!
Thank you for your warm — and immediate! — reply, my friend!
Thanks for another fine spanking pic, Zille. Those lovely rosened bottom cheeks echo the red of your hair. The soft bluish window light is nice for your skin tones as well as pulling the whole background of the picture together. And a wide angle lens for a little added drama – I’m guessing a 28 mm. Too bad about the hair thingee in your face. Oh well, that and the tilted horizon give it a casual authenticity, as though it were a real snapshot, not a studied and staged tableau. Were you just the model here, or were you art directing as well? I’m guessing there was a real live photographer behind the lens and that it wasn’t just a motor driven camera on a tripod.
Oh, and I do wish you a good sound spanking today, Zille. I’m sure you deserve it! And thanks for keeping us (your readers) in the loop.
Hello Karl,
You’re welcome — my pleasure!
I’ve never minded to much about the hair twisty in my face because it was bought at a school uniform store, so it’s authentic schoolgirl, and while it’s too bad it’s blocking my face, at least it belongs in the image!
I always work with a real live photographer. This was originally shot for my old porn site, and I art directed all the shoots as well as was being in the shots as Top or bottom (mostly the latter!). I will be bringing some of that content over to my zilledefeu.com site soon!
It was a real snapshot of a spanking shoot! Basically, we got the location, and then my “Daddy,” and I started doing a scene, and the photographer just tried to keep up! That’s pretty much how we always shot porn, because authenticity is very important to me!
There is no spanking for me today — my Master doesn’t come home until tommorow. I have high hopes for the weekend. Not just hopes — aching needs!
Not only does pain and discipline focus the mind, but it also releases calming and happy-making endorphins into my system, which just makes life feel so much more “do-able” to me.
That, right there, is the perfect description. And it makes me want a thorough spanking right now. LOL
Hear, hear, Beth!
Hi Zille,
Can you please email me? This regards official business (affiliate stuff) and I’d also like to exchange links with your blog but couldn’t find any contact info.
Thanks!
Christine
Oh, ouch – horrible to be let down like that by a photoshoot. I hope you get the recovery (and spanking) you need soon!
I’m new at this blog–top-notch blog ya got, and this is an exquisite pic of your exquisite bottom.
Best wishes,
Dave
the Cherry
Red Report
for once, I wasn’t looking at the lighting.
I need to focus my mind. Although I am 100% an ass-man, I did not realize it is a spanking fetish that could help me! Now I know.