Maggie! — Yay! So good to see you here!!!

My Master and I are LOLing about “brain weasel chewed at the orgasm wire” — you rock so hardcore!

Indeed we do need more science! You and I must add some science experiments to our list of “Things We Need To Do Together”!

And you should come over and use our shower, so you can pop out of it and join us in the bed! Hell, skip the shower!

As to the notion of an orgasm after a long beating, I’m just about as stumped as you are. A heavy scene renders me unable to orgasm but it also takes away my drive to have one. I’m inclined to think that I have depleted a stash of happy hormones in my brain (perhaps it is similar to the “Monday Blues” people who take E refer to so often) or that the physical exertion has played with my muscles a bit. It is not at all like those frustrating times when I’m almost there and can’t make it over the top because a partner won’t allow me to or a brain weasel chewed at the orgasm wire. I don’t have the frustration, I just have the contentment.

We need more science.

You are SO not the only one in a love/hate relationship with pain. It’s only been in the past three years that I’ve been able to start really exploring my masochism: I always knew I was a masochist, because I’d always fantasized about it, but when I tried it I discovered IT BLOODY WELL HURTS — and so I kinda gave up for a while, and just thought I was a wuss. It’s taken my Master to show me just how much of a pain-slut I can be!

Your theory is going right to the top of the list for consideration! That makes sense (so, if for some reason, it’s not what’s actually driving that desire — or lack there-of — we’ll know what’s wrong, i.e. — that it makes sense, and why should anything make sense in a masochist’s heart or mind?!)

Thanks!

Zille Defeu is punished for an infraction she disagree with! But she takes her licks, like the good slave she is. She then discusses her lack of desire for orgasms after a punishment: is this a good or bad thing?…

As to the count down, i am the same way. i start to worry at that half way point if i will be able to handle the rest of the strokes. But knowing how many are left does help to focus through.

Have you thought that perhaps your lack of craving the orgasms after a sound beating is partly your body’s reaction to all the sensations? It has had to work very hard to deal with the pain, it may not want any more intense sensations even if they are pleasurable. But like your Master, Fyre is the same, He enjoys watching me squirm through the repeated orgasms keeping both the pain and the pleasure building until He is ready to call an end to it. Probably one of the many reasons we love them so much.

Hugs
jewel`

The funny thing was the strapping part wasn’t even the punishment! I don’t think….

However, I can safely assure you that I always feel I merit an orgasm!

Hugs and soft pillows!
Tiggs