A number of people have been coming by this blog looking for “MRI sex,” undoubtedly because of the MRI blowjob picture I posted a while ago.

So, if you’ve been looking for that, here is a great link for MRI sex images. Although, sadly, it’s only missionary position (doggie style would seem more useful, to me!) but it does show how a woman’s uterus changes during orgasm, so that’s cool!

But it does open up a number of obviously overlooked scientific studies … MRI images of spankings, caning, figging…. The difference between a tawse and slipper, as shown by MRI results…. You name it, the study of spanking hasn’t even properly begun!

Now where are the spanko scientists out there?! Currently, there’s just crap like this out there. Although this is a nice rebuttal. But still, they are only studies about spanking children, which most spankos are only interested in when they are discussing their own childhood experiences. Where are the studies about spanking consenting adults, I ask you?!

There’s a few unrelated things I’m tossing together in this post…

First, an amusing quote from Abel & Haron:

I love that there was a statue with such specialised miracle powers. ‘The statue is not amused! Thrash them harder!’

Next, an amusing bit of Lolkat-ese from kaya:

Domming. He’s doing it wrong!

Finally, here’s some pictures from Friday night. My Master and I went out to a combination art show and bondage performance. I’m sitting in the background in a number of these pictures, and in all of them, I manage not to be looking at the performance (and I look bored out of my mind, as well!) Really, it was a lovely and unique performance (the rigger suspended the model — and they were BOTH wearing blindfolds!) and I had a great time seeing Lochai , Miss Maggie Mayhem, Thomas Roche, and a number of other cool friends — just perfect to see friends and have a little taste of the local kink scene before going home and dealing with family!

Oh! And since I’m actually posting on a Sunday (my Master is lost to the world, working on the new server he’s building), I get to join in with the My Bottom Smarts Spanko Brunch #153. The question today is:

Have you any special spanking-related plans or wishes for this holiday season? Are there any noteworthy gifts or events in your plans? If not, what would you like to be getting or doing?

Well, we will be stuck at my parent’s house for Christmas, so any spankings that occur will have to be done very quietly – and I’m not generally known for being quiet, so if he does spank me, he has to gruffly order me not to make any noise – and I have to beg to stuff my face in a pillow!

This year there are no directly-related spanking gifts – when we have those, we open them at home before we leave (and of course, try them out!)

One of the best I’ve ever given him was a Weighted Bookmark that has the words, “Regard the weight of words rather than their number” (Cicero) stamped in the leather. I figured it applied not just to words, but to spanks, as well! It’s a good, if nasty, little spanking tool, and very portable – yet is not obviously a spanking implement (except to spankos, who would never use it for anything else!)

But, happily, we will be home in time for New Years, and my perfect way to celebrate it would be for us to drink a lot of champagne (several bottles of our favorite brand have already been laid in!) and have sex and spankings all night long – how better to ring in the New Year?!

The people over at sexandsubmission.com don’t do enough shoots of schoolgirls getting spanked (IMHO) but when they do, they don’t mess around!

(Here’s a free gallery from this shoot, including video!)

So, what do you guys think of this shoot? In the first place, do you like seeing sex with your spanking, or do you just want spankings? And what about the use of the electro-play buttplug and vibrator in the shoot — is that hot, or does that break up the “Cinéma vérité” for you? (Of course, they do explain that it’s a “science project,” so they at least get points for trying!) Do you like seeing schoolgirls treated like that, or do you just want them to be lectured, spanked, and sent home for a strappin from their father?

I guess what I’m saying is … do you like this more extreme version of schoolgirl scene, or would you prefer it Janus Magazine style?

My friend, the supercool Deja Black, is studying for finals, and thusly is procrastinating by doing anything but. She made a collection of LOLscenes (like LOLcats, but BDSM related) and she chose two from the shoot we did together!

Iz dis not teh awesum?

You can find this set over at The Spirit’s Studios (An all schoolgirl spanking website.)

My beloved sister texted me yesterday, saying “OMG Bettie Page just died. U should blog about her.” No, I responded, because Bettie disavowed being kinky, so even though she a fetish icon, it wasn’t real.

But I’ve been thinking about it ever since. I decided to check my facts and make sure it was the case (I remember watching an interview with her, where she said she was never into “that stuff,” but my memory can be flawed). When I went by BettiePage.com, I liked the press release so much, that I decided to repost it here. Bettie did indeed say, “But honestly, who could take any of this seriously? I never understood how anyone believed those poses were sexy. To be tied up? I don’t get it.” (From an interview with Susie Bright: “She had all the evidence in front of her about what the fetish photographs were for, but she chose not to examine it”), but the fact of the matter is that, no matter what she was personally into, she inspired truely kinky girls to model, and did, indeed, just generally make the world a better place. And that is something worth recognizing.
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Darn, my Master missed this excuse to birch me last night…
From Wikipedia:

The word Krampus originates from the Old High German word for claw (Krampen). In the Alpine regions the Krampus is represented by an incubus in company of Santa Claus. Traditionally, young men dress up as the Krampus in the first two weeks of December, particularly in the evening of December 5, and roam the streets frightening children (and adults) with rusty chains and bells. In some rural areas the tradition also includes slight birching by the Krampus, especially of young females.

Athough it does say “in the first two weeks of December,” so we still have time! But I think that for all birchings that happen in this time, I’m going to ask my Master to wear big scary horns. Or at least be horny…! (Sorry Fyre, had to get there before you!)

(Thanks to my beloved sister for this spanking fun fact. She has taken an interest in my blog, bless her kinky heart, and I hope she sends me more stuff!)

Here’s a shot sent to me by a delicious girl who is a bit shy of having her name on my scandalous blog, but who has given me permission to call her “my beloved sister” (and when she says “sister,” she means it in the most incestual way!)

We were lovers back when I was with A., and then we fell out for various stupid reasons, and came back together again four years ago … and only had one year or so of being girlfriends again, before my Master came along. I didn’t want to break up with her, but she was with her husband at that point, and I couldn’t date her and not him (that would have been a bit mean!), so I regretfully begged out and just focused on my Master.

But I still love her, and lust after her. And we talk nearly every day — sister-friends, if we cannot be lovers.

This is from a photoshoot right before we got back together, when we wanted each other sooooooooooo badly that the lust just oozes out of the images. (I have some more somewhere — I’ll go dig them out.)

I know you lot are here for the spanking images, but I think this shot has great merits due to having two bottoms in it (and isn’t my beloved sister’s bottom a thing of beauty and a joy to behold?!) and also that it tells a bit of the story of my life, which a number of you have expressed interest in.

My beloved sister was once quite heavily into BDSM, and I got to spank her and use a number of implements on her, the first time around. Sadly, I’ve been denied that in the intervening years (although there is a picture of us from a fetish flea market, with me taking a huge paddle to her ass…), but I can assure you all that she is a terrible brat and needs a sound spanking — pretty much every day! Would that I could mete it out!

(Paul — you asked for pictures of my sister! Well, this isn’t the real one, but will she do?!)

Hello all! I have so much to write about! But first I want to say, with great excitment that my newest set has gone up at IShotMyself.com. Actually, it’s not just my set, because my Master is in it (doing his first porn evar!) and we captured him making me feel “like a virgin, touched for the very first time!”

This is what the kind folks over at ISM said of the shoot:

There are a fair few ISM fans who have been waiting for months now to see Zille and her beau together at last. Well, parts of her beau, at least. The lucky mystery man is holding the camera for most of this set, and we like his taste in angles. Thanks to these two honeymooners!

There’s no spanky-bot action in these images, but you can see some fading cane marks on my bottom!

Also … this is really exciting (and a wee bit scary) for me because this is the very first time I’ve done boy-girl porn. Until this point, I had only ever done girl-girl. It was a limit for me, one I was very comfortable with. It was a limit that made sense at the time, because I was in a poly relationship with a woman who didn’t really like me being with men. Since we were poly, we only ever did safer-sex stuff unless we were working with someone who was already our lover, and the demand for boy-girl porn with condoms was pretty rare five years ago (it’s gotten a bit better, since.) So it made sense. And it was a limit I never crossed.

But now, that limit doesn’t make sense, because my Master is the only person I’m having sex with (and this may or may not change, depending on what he wants) and he is a guy (obviously.) I’m not about to make fake porn, since my whole career was all about making 100% real, beautiful porn. So now I have new limits that make this limit silly … but it was a limit for so long, that stepping over it feels weird and a bit daunting.

But I’ve never let that kind of thing stop me before (well, at least since college…) so now it’s done, and here are the results….
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I cannot believe I missed Abel and Haron’s post about Roman punishments for wives! How hot! (Whenever a lover has said anything in Latin to me, I’ve just melted to the floor in a puddle of lust. Dead languages are so hot, and Latin has that extra patina of sexiness because of the associations with the church, and say, the Inquisition….)

It reminds me of a fantasy I have about my Master, but it’s just part of a larger, long-running fantasy. It basically has us being reborn into the same roles over and over again throughout the ages.

It starts with us as cave-people. My Master is the Alpha male of the tribe (naturally!) and he kidnaps me from another tribe, and makes me his cave-slave. There’s much hair-grabbing and rough-handling in this fantasy, and my Master basically gets to invent spanking. Good times!

Then it jumps forward to Babylonian times. My Master is a Hammurabi-like ruler, and I am his new wife (Wikipedia says: “Marriage Law in Ancient Mesopotamia very much resembled property law. As discerned from Hammurabi’s Code, wives were bought and sold in a manner very much resembling slavery. The legal institution of marriage, its rules and ramifications, show that in the Mesopotamian world, marriage and slavery were legal cousins.”) I don’t show him the respect he deserves, perhaps I even try to escape, and it’s of course all taken out on my bottom, with rough, “you’re mine” sex to follow!

Jump to early Greece: I’m a flute-girl owned by my Master. I get in trouble at a symposium, and he, being well into his cups, chooses to discipline me in front of the whole party. (In some variations, then he offers me up to them all….)

Jump to Rome. (The Roman fantasy I’ve already shared!)

Jump to Medieval times (also already shared this Medieval fantasy!)

Then there’s the Harem fantasy. I really don’t need to go into the details: you can all guess them! (Especially Paul!)

After having read a book about Tamerlane, there’s now in the mix a fantasy about me getting stolen by the Golden Hoard and made a sex-slave to their War-Lord….

Then there’s the pirate fantasy. (My Master looks strangely like Johnny Depp for this one. I wonder why…?) The gist of this is that I’m the only woman being transported on a boat, say sometime in early Victorian era. Pirates take over, the pirate captain keeps me for himself. But I, being a girl of strong virtue [coughs] resist his crude advances. So he just forces himself upon me, with floggings and strappings to keep me compliant. And lots of anal sex. For some reason, I always think pirates really go for the anal sex!

Then, of course, we get to the Victorian/Edwardian eras. That keeps me busy for quite a while!

That’s about as modern as I get. And of course, I’m skipping huge chunks of history. I’d love to hear any suggestions to either fill in, or take the story forward….

(Also, if anyone wants to see any of the above fantasies “fleshed out” a bit more, I’d be happy to turn them into actual erotica. Just ask!)

Last night I had today’s post all worked out in my head, but now I’ve forgotten what I was going to write about!

Well, I do have the news that my Master and I are going to Australia on Friday, so if I miss a few days of posting at the beginning of the week, it’s because email access might be spotty while we are travelling.

In good news, I’ll be doing a shoot with I Shot Myself while we are there, and possibly another shoot as well (yes, as a model!) so there will be even more naughty pictures of me on the internet! I will of course provide samples and links as they become available! I should see if there are any Australian spanking websites I could model for! (Anyone have any suggestions?) We’re also going to two Australian fetish events, which I’m really looking forward too! My “kissing cousin” Ariel will be there, and maybe she will finally get to tie me up, which we’ve both been looking forward to for forever!

I’m excited to finally meet the ISM folks — I’ve been working with them for some years now, and it will be like meeting old friends for the first time. And to get to see their studios and shoot a video with them will be really exciting!

They like me so much they have three images of me on their tour!
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