Zille Defeu’s Fetish Fantasies

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Well, the blue-knickered action continues, here!

The lovely, wonderful folks at Northern Spanking Institute just let me know there was a sample clip of my video for you all to enjoy!

Now … a few words of, um, explanation. I am NOT a whiny no-tolerance wimp. Anyone who has read this blog for a while should know that!

I was playing a character, a real spoiled, sullen brat (and one who is slow to learn!) and I was acting as this girl would act: complaining, making much more of something in an effort to get leniency, no care for being brave or maintaining a shred of dignity.

That is not me. (However, it’s fun to play at for a while!)

You will see me playing other characters in other videos. Some will be more like the Zille Defeu you know and love … others will be even less.

But please don’t think I’m this way in real life! I couldn’t enjoy being able to play brats and other types-who-need-a-good-sorting-out if I think that people will confuse me with those characters! I’ve seen it happen to all sorts of actors — I know to some extent I can’t totally avoid it, but I’d really like to mitigate the damage as best I can!

Two final things:

1.) Karl said that he wanted to know more about the experience of shooting the video. Well, the concerns I expressed above were a major deal for me. It was my first time shooting for NSI, and shooting with Irelynn and Stephen Lewis. I didn’t want them to think of me as some whingy noisy American who wasn’t really even into spanking! So the whole time we were shooting the School Dreams video, I was torn between staying true to my character, and showing some backbone and sense of self-restraint! I’m glad I did the former, because they all “got it” and everything was fine!

2.) The lovely fellow who does The Spanking Spot had such nice things to say about me!

the lovely Green eyed Zille Defeu getting her beautiful bottom strapped and Caned. It seems that Zille has quite the imagination basing this wonderful Spanking on a story she wrote. Its great to see a story come alive particularly when it leaves her wonderful bottom quite sore.

Thank you so much! It’s always a little nerve wracking when your pictures or video go up somewhere: “Will people like it?” you wonder, “Will someone say something mean about me?” (This latter is sadly from experience in doing porn modeling.) Anyway, it’s so wonderful that I’ve had such a positive welcome from people — thank you all!

So, I’m being a wee bit naughty over in Fetlife. Of course, I blame kaya — she’s a bad influence on me!

Basically, this person posted in one of the spanking groups asking if safewords should be allowed for “true punishment.”

Heh. Of course, I do not have a safeword at any time, and the very last place my Master would consider letting me have one is during punishment! I mean, how handy to hand a submissive a key to ending the punishment! “Yes, when you don’t like what’s going on anymore, just say ‘red,’ or ‘safeword,’ or ‘banana,’ and I’ll stop punishing you and give you a cuddle!”

By the time I got around to reading the post, most people had commented saying that “safewords are essential! You should never play with anyone who doesn’t let you have a safeword ever or Bad Things Will Happen!”

At which point, the smart thing is to back away slowly and go about my day. Sometimes the smart thing is no fun, though!
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