Zille Defeu’s Fetish Fantasies

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After the fact, now here’s some fiction:

(Screen capture from “School Dreams,” Starring Zille Defeu & Stephen Lewis, at Northern Spanking Institute.)

She lay sprawled across the hard surface of his desk, not-quite crying now, but still sniffling and gulping and really still not far from tears. Her hateful, ugly, “regulation knickers” bunched at the top of her thighs, having been casually — and callously — dragged there one handed, as if it was the most natural thing in the world for a man to tug down a grown girl’s underwear. And now those vile knickers just uselessly framed that part of her body that they were supposed to cover, conceal, protect — a part which was now reddened, blotched and marked.

It was always the combination that did it to her. The cane and the tawse. It never mattered much which order he used them on her, but the getting two together in one punishment always knocked the stuffing out of her. One or the other alone she could handle; they always hurt, and maybe he’d bring out the tears, but afterwards she still felt like (a rather subdued version of) herself.

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Well, the blue-knickered action continues, here!

The lovely, wonderful folks at Northern Spanking Institute just let me know there was a sample clip of my video for you all to enjoy!

Now … a few words of, um, explanation. I am NOT a whiny no-tolerance wimp. Anyone who has read this blog for a while should know that!

I was playing a character, a real spoiled, sullen brat (and one who is slow to learn!) and I was acting as this girl would act: complaining, making much more of something in an effort to get leniency, no care for being brave or maintaining a shred of dignity.

That is not me. (However, it’s fun to play at for a while!)

You will see me playing other characters in other videos. Some will be more like the Zille Defeu you know and love … others will be even less.

But please don’t think I’m this way in real life! I couldn’t enjoy being able to play brats and other types-who-need-a-good-sorting-out if I think that people will confuse me with those characters! I’ve seen it happen to all sorts of actors — I know to some extent I can’t totally avoid it, but I’d really like to mitigate the damage as best I can!

Two final things:

1.) Karl said that he wanted to know more about the experience of shooting the video. Well, the concerns I expressed above were a major deal for me. It was my first time shooting for NSI, and shooting with Irelynn and Stephen Lewis. I didn’t want them to think of me as some whingy noisy American who wasn’t really even into spanking! So the whole time we were shooting the School Dreams video, I was torn between staying true to my character, and showing some backbone and sense of self-restraint! I’m glad I did the former, because they all “got it” and everything was fine!

2.) The lovely fellow who does The Spanking Spot had such nice things to say about me!

the lovely Green eyed Zille Defeu getting her beautiful bottom strapped and Caned. It seems that Zille has quite the imagination basing this wonderful Spanking on a story she wrote. Its great to see a story come alive particularly when it leaves her wonderful bottom quite sore.

Thank you so much! It’s always a little nerve wracking when your pictures or video go up somewhere: “Will people like it?” you wonder, “Will someone say something mean about me?” (This latter is sadly from experience in doing porn modeling.) Anyway, it’s so wonderful that I’ve had such a positive welcome from people — thank you all!

Above is a lovely screen cap of a few tawses, from a British documentary, below…

I love how the Brits will never stop discussing the CP phenomenon. Even if it is never used in schools again, I think as a country they will never be able to let go of the idea!

This is one reason I love the British!

A really perfect image of a tawse making contact with a bottom it has obviously met a few times before…

This picture just really works for me! Makes my bum wish Mr. Defeu was home and in a tawse-swinging mood!

From an excellent gallery on Girl’s Boarding School.

Ages and ages ago I wrote about a scene Mr. Defeu and I did with Henry Higgens.

Well, he was not just kind enough to beat my ass to exotic new shades of black and blue, but he also shot am image of Mr. Defeu holding me afterwards. (I think he was grabbing my hair because I still had a bit of sass left in me, which I can only explain by assuming I have an inferior self-preservation instinct!)

I had planned to get the images up, but then they got misplaced (which is just as bad or worse when you’re dealing with bytes and pixels to loosing real world items). However, I just found the file they were in, and so here and now I finally get to share this image with you!
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