Thank so so very much for your email! Yes, I knew the links were broken, but I couldn’t fix them, and had to wait for my Master to come home and help me. Very much like a little girl breaking something and needing Daddy to put it back together for her. I’d enjoy that scenario except for the fact that I’m humiliated that I’m not picking up CSS and other aspects of this blog’s design and management as quickly as I thought I would, and because I prematurely pointed to it, everyone gets to watch me flail about as I learn on the go. [blushes]

I’m afraid not all of my flaws make me attractive. There are the ones like me breaking my website, which he doesn’t mind because he gets to step in and fix things and he enjoys that on the double level of the “Daddy,” and the “big strong man help small helpless woman” archetype.

But when I do things that upset him or piss him off, things that I don’t really need to do … well, that’s not sexy for anyone. Those are the behaviours I’d like to be trained out of. I just want the most perfect harmony we can achieve in this mortal relationship … and since he needs someone he can discipline, and I need to be disciplined … why not turn the negative into a positive?

Thanks again for going to extra lengths to make sure I knew of the problems on my website. You really are the bestest fan!

I doubt that your Master has too many complaints, as the Muslims say ” perfection appertains only unto Allah”.
Dear Zille, it’s your faults that make you so attractive, my Mel was the jewel and flame of my heart, she wasn’t perfect, perfection means boredom.
I refuse to believe that your Master is bored with you.
Love and warm hugs,
Paul.

Interesting to read your take on the joys of obedience. But how does getting spanked factor into it? As in, how do you get spanked, or what do you get spanked for, if you’re always so obedient? I gather from your earlier posts that you do enjoy a good spanking now and again.