“Zille likes the spanking”
I’ve just run across a reference to my blog today that I had no idea was out there! The wonderful and talented Thomas S. Roche (whom, honestly, I feel grateful just having gotten to meet and hang out with a few times!) has some very kind words to say about my jottings:
Tragically, in recent years I’ve had to more or less stop reading erotica because I get the same things from reading it that I get from writing it, and if I read it I don’t write it. But I do sometimes read Zille Defeu’s blog and go berserk. Zille likes the spanking. Nonfiction is more of a turn-on for me than fiction when it comes to spanking.
I DO like the spanking! (Also, I am very fond of compliments! Thank you, Thomas!)
I got a really lovely compliment yesterday. I was walking home from grocery shopping. I’d been to the gym, and was sweaty and un-made-up and had put no effort into being sexy – it wasn’t on my mind at the moment, as I was mostly contemplating how heavy the groceries were.
I walked to a street that I usually use on the way home, and saw it was filled with construction workers. I had a moment’s pause, as any woman would, but decided, fuck it – I want to walk this way, and I’m darn well not going to let a bunch of workers stop me!
As I came up to them they noticed me, their conversation died away, and they aimed smiles in my direction. I smiled back at all and sundry, and continued on my way, feeling please for having braved the situation. But my rewards were not yet concluded, because after I’d passed them, they all suddenly broke out into song – something about pretty ladies. Well! That sort of compliment doesn’t happen every day. Hell, that’s more something that only happens in the movies! So I turned around, gave a bow and flourish with my hand – grinning delightedly. They started clapping, and then shouted out further compliments about me, notably about the rear view I was presenting. I grinned all the way home. And I rather imagine there was an extra bit of sashay in my step!
I myself am an “ass woman,” (i.e. – I enjoy checking out other people’s fundaments) so when people appreciate that part of me, it’s lovelier than them complimenting any other part of me. (Well, I don’t mind being told I’m a genius, either, although that happens somewhat less often!) My health hasn’t been great recently, and it’s been really getting me down. But it’s moments like this that can really turn you back around – the next time I feel depressed (or have body images issues!), I need to remember this moment and cherish it.
Here, just because we are on the topic, is a picture I particularly like of my bottom. (Hey – I like to give back!)

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Yum. They burst into song? Are you sure you weren’t in a Diet Coke ad?
How lovely. And it’s cool that you found a happy reference unexpectedly.
OK, now I want a kinky Diet Coke ad starring Zille!
And thanks for giving back.
Mija — I wasn’t drinking a diet Coke at the time, so if it was, it was pretty ineffective!
Chris — I’ll look into shooting one!
Nice, Zille.
I agree with Thomas. And non-fiction IS hotter than fiction.
You’ve lived some nice non-fiction.
Hope you’re feeling better soon, Zille.
Karl — Hello!
Thank you for stopping by with such kind words. Hope you are doing well!
What an awesome testimonial! And yes, your arse is really quite astonishing. I personally think it’s outshone by your personality, but there’s definitely some tough competition going on